Study thoughts

Study thoughts??

Who would've thought at the age of 21 (actually 30), that I would finally be ready (or so I thought) to study!
What am I studying? something called Data Analytics... and yes, its really as nerdy as it sounds.
For those who don't know, its a lot of numbers, trends and well analyzing. (Funny how they make these job titles so daunting and scary sometimes)

BUT if you ask me, it feels like Im studying topics that did not interest me and it has me doubting whether or not I'm going to make it through the remaining two years. 

As always, lets just take it back a big stride towards the start of my "journey" and the how I got to today. Did I sound like those voice-overs on the corny movies? Yes?! Choice!

It was honestly a spur of the moment that I had. For the first time in my career lifetime of (14+ years) I was finally thinking of career choices.
First it was a:

1. I'm bored here (a.k.a current job)
2. I don't really have an interest to progress to the only common places of progress (a.k.a babysitting or case management)....so it had me thinking, What do I want to do in 5 years time?

 For the first time in (2011 to 2019) eight years since I'd been in my job, I was finally looking forward and trying to 'plan career goals.' - FYI - our bosses always try and promote progression but I'm one of those, no. I'm okay. 

Personally I was in that mind space, where I'm happy to come in do my work and then go home. I didn't want more pressure (a.k.a other peoples workloads) more responsibilities (a.k.a babysitting).


↠ Do you often find yourself in these thoughts? Did you break out of these thoughts? or you still trying to lay low and make it through the day?