Endometriosis

I suffer from Endometriosis.

What is that?
a condition resulting from the appearance of endometrial tissue outside the uterus and causing pelvic pain, especially associated with menstruation.

I have suffered from this on and off since approximately 2012, One surgery in 2013 and then another in 2017. I thought after the 2017 surgery (and I was very hopeful) that it was the end of this journey. But, I was let down yet again. 

My journey has been up and down, emotionally and physically. At my low times I've hated myself, my body and the burden I am being on my family. From what is normally one week of having period, felt like being a three week process, one week break and then back into a three weeks of depressed state. 

I wanted to journal my day to day on how I feel, the pain, not to seek sympathy, but to release the anger, the sadness and the frustration that I have. 

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