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What can I say... or where to start. Ive time and time again wanted to do a blog (or journal, whatever the new in-word is)
Where to start, its now February, life has been a bit hectic, crazy stressful, teary, happy. My life is full of emotions to an extent where its at times so overwhelming that I cry.
Lets just go back a bit. say? December 2011, no not that far.
In December 2017, my partner of 5(ish) years proposed to me and of course I said yes. I couldn't tell anyone straight away as we both agreed we wanted to let our parents know first.
Fast forward >> we were able to tell our parents, who by the way were happy. We were able to tell my parents, who were equally just as happy.
By New Years we had decided that we wanted to get married sooner rather than later a.k.a this year.
It's now February, we have confirmed the date, the ceremony venue and the reception venue. Life has slowed down a bit but we now have nine months to go until our wedding day. We havent had many moments to sit and think 'yay we are getting married' but I cant wait to get to that feeling, to be able to take it all in and actually enjoy the experience.
Im a private person, (I dont mind this as im hoping its anonymous) my whole life IIve been happy to do the behind-the-scenes chores that dont require me being either the main attraction, centre stage or being the centre of attention. I thought I had managed that quite well. But now, its going to be all about me, and my future husband. This whole day is about us, him and I. Ive had my moments where Im totally overwhelmed.
Im processing.
Where to start, its now February, life has been a bit hectic, crazy stressful, teary, happy. My life is full of emotions to an extent where its at times so overwhelming that I cry.
Lets just go back a bit. say? December 2011, no not that far.
In December 2017, my partner of 5(ish) years proposed to me and of course I said yes. I couldn't tell anyone straight away as we both agreed we wanted to let our parents know first.
Fast forward >> we were able to tell our parents, who by the way were happy. We were able to tell my parents, who were equally just as happy.
By New Years we had decided that we wanted to get married sooner rather than later a.k.a this year.
It's now February, we have confirmed the date, the ceremony venue and the reception venue. Life has slowed down a bit but we now have nine months to go until our wedding day. We havent had many moments to sit and think 'yay we are getting married' but I cant wait to get to that feeling, to be able to take it all in and actually enjoy the experience.
Im a private person, (I dont mind this as im hoping its anonymous) my whole life IIve been happy to do the behind-the-scenes chores that dont require me being either the main attraction, centre stage or being the centre of attention. I thought I had managed that quite well. But now, its going to be all about me, and my future husband. This whole day is about us, him and I. Ive had my moments where Im totally overwhelmed.
Im processing.
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